I was on confinement due to miscarriage on 30 Dec 2008. This was my first tragedy i went thru as a mother of 2, after safely delivered my 2 children with caesarion-section & normal birth. It was really a tremendous shock (non stop of bleeding) + terrible pain (miscarriage contraction) which just happened within an hour !
The most astonishing thing is, the fetus naturally dropped out from my body after the strong contraction pain. I was rushed to hospital for bleeding stop & an immediate operation (D&C).
Of course many feelings associated with sadness, emptiness, grief & depression comes ... but i was truely tired after discharging from hospital. and I still remember after reading a sms from Jason, it made me sort of relief and fall asleep. Thanks for his words that still kept in my hp today: "Dun be too consume over the incident, I always tell the mother that our body does a very tight quality control; If your body detect anything less than perfect, they will reject the pregnancy! Only fraction does escape and born abnormal. Rest well, my fren"
I'm grateful that Henry was around me when i was helpless and weak. 感恩!
and I always appreciated that being gifted with a pair of loving kids ... now & forever
